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Sunday, January 4, 2009

gonna be booriingg...

like i said,gonna be boring..
tomorrow everybody gonna go to school..
xcept for me..
while my friends going to plkn,me here(suppose to go to plkn) are doing nothing..tomorrow my dad gonna call the JLKN to confirm whether i get the camp in Sabah...
if i get the 3rd group,i'm gonna get a driving lesson...yay!!happy me..
but if i still need to go at the 1st group,looks like i should be packing my bag and off i go to PLKN...hee~~..
maybe who read this would thought that i'm really excited in joining the PLKN...
well,to be honest,,i'm quite..a lot of experience..
at the same time i dun want to go as i might be far away from family..



just now,my kazen brought her game...the stepmania..cool...
it was about dancing game...i think i started to like it as i think it can help me become slim..ehehehe... should be aware that my wishlist of 2009..being SLIM...hehehehe...what a freak i am???..my mum agreed to buy me one..yay!! this game gonna be fun...so,my friends out there...dun think that i didn't join PLKN,i would get FAT(argh!!my worse enemy)..hehe..just see..i'll work out n tadaa!!!..kurus..hehehe...oh my...i started to bable...'byk mulut'...heheh...i didn't talk that much already..feel happy..LOLx..

ermm...i hope who read my blog wouldn't get me wrong with me using English in it...
not because i wanna 'ta puji' nor 'trip2 cam urg putih' but then it is the real me..
i just love writing in English..
to me,writing in English giv me ideas n help me improve my English..
nyway,if u read my blog u would thought that my English is good..but unfortunately not..
it's been 11 years since i came back from New Zealand..so,living here in Malaysia would cause me to hav quite a broken English...
i still wanna try to improve my English..
it's a fun language..also a dangerous one(lots of harsh words..)

is it wrong???

i've thought a lot of this thing..
well,it isn't that important but than,sometimes it really hurts my feeling...
ok..let me write in malay..hehe...
aku heran la...
salahka klu urg tu nda cantik...
so,what's the big deal if she's not beautiful/nor he's not handsome..
all human ne mementingkan paras rupa...
i hate it..u knoe...benci ba...
kin panas...
kunun ckp rupa paras nda penting tp menghina juga urg bida...benci owh..
kin panas org tu..
klu dia tu 'perfect' saangaat2,nda pa la...
ne nda..sm jak...
all humans da same...
berh,sbr jak la aku org perasan 'perfect'...
hish...mmgla ba aku ne mo kena ckp cantik tu nda la ba..
tp kan,pa ba perasan ko klu urg tu hina ko...konfem sakit ati...
argh!!!!!ish...
geram aku...
benci owh..
suka2 jak ckp urg gtu...
cuba klu dia kena gtu,sendiri pun sakit ati ba...
everyone has feelings..
dia xda hak ba mo hina2 org...wth???...
sbr jakla..
klu aku jht,sdh aku kc doa dia tu sumthin' yg nda baik owh...
gerammmmm....mmg lama sdh aku sbr dgn manusia gne ne...
bulih ka just once....go to helll!!!!dgn org gne ne..
(sorry for the censored words...i can't stand it..)
aku cuma harap 1 ari nnt drg sedar perangai drg yg bida berabis tu...
cis!!!!

P/S: sdh luahkan..lega skit..
thx for being such a pain in the a**...sorry for the harsh words..
klu guna BI,lagi la penuh perkataan yg censored...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

welcome 2009

and there it is...
the year 2009...hello 2009,goodbye 2008...
what a year it is...
full of sadness and happiness at the same time..
trying to flash back the memories..
what should i remember during 2008???
1. my friends
never gonna forget them...99 friends..hehe..truly gonna miss them..
2. my school(SMESH)
although this school s****(censored word..sorry for the usage of it..) sometimes,
but still i learn a lot of things there
especially in being a better person and muslimah
3. SPM(for my future..doctor )
just sit for my SPM...just hope for the best..i want to be a DOCTOR..wajib!!..
4. i'm soo over with school
after living in boarding school,i'm just soo over with it..although i will miss
it sooner or later..it's my sweetest memory..being in high school..
5. change myself suitable with my age..(gonna be 18..argh!!)
owh no!!i'm scared,stepping into a new whole year,as a 'matured' girl maybe...
ahahahha..whatever....