waa~I'm 18 already...n sumthin' to tell...

Waa~i'm 18 already..
never thought time flies by very fast..
hehehe..
soo,now i have to be more matured laa...(mestika??)
ahahaha..
ntahla..
but like in the HLOVATE's novel..
"MANUSIA MEMBESAR BERSAMA MASA"
humans grow with time..
20/4 was my betday..
waakakak...
plus,i'm soo happy tht my mum bought me a purple cake...
heheheh...
never thought tht my mum would buy such cake n purple...hee~..

On sunday tu,I went to MAK la in school with Anhar..
I met my old friends..
ahh..miss them soo much..
no such friends like them in the world..
p/s:thnx friends for remembering n wishing my betday...
it's soo sweet of u guys...
i'm sorry for da one yg wish my betday,but i didn't wish them..
U know it's not like i purposely but i really tried hard to remember my friends betday...heheh...
nyway,thnx soo much..*sheesh*
(ni dah msk aura sedih2 ni..hahaha..emo plak aku tetiba..)

I just recover from my fever...
adeih,tetiba jak demam panas gla ni lps blk MAK tu..
sdhla tym my betday lg tu..hehehe...
but I don't mind la..
because there's a story in zmn rasulullah...
Pada suatu hari,Ibnu Mas'ud menziarahi Nabi Muhammad S.A.W yg mengalami demam panas.
Beliau dtg dan duduk d sisi Nabi Muhammad.
"Tuan,bdn tuan panas",kata Mas'ud sambil memegang tangan Nabi Muhammad.
"Ya,saya menderita panas ini 2 kali ganda lbh panas drpd kepanasan yg dialami oleh orang biasa",kata Rasulullah sambil menahan sakit.
Sebagai utusan Tuhan,sememangnya baginda mendpt ujian hidup lebih drpd manusia lain...
"Ya,tuan jgk mendapt nikmat pahala 2 kali ganda drpd org biasa plak",sahut Ibnu Mas'ud mula mengerti mksd Rasulullah tadi.
"Ya,begitulah",jwb Rasulullah.
"Setiap org yg sakit ataupun ditimpa kesusahan walaupun sbsr duri,Tuhan menggugurkan dosa2 nya,kesalahannya spt gugurnya dedaunan dr pohon"sabda Nabi Muhammad.


last but not least,i just finish reading HLOVATE's novel yg mmg best gla la..(actually her novel suma best2...)
i borrow it from anhar..
hehehe..
5 TAHUN 5 BULAN..
mmg syok...
it's a love story but at the same time ada jugak dia bg kesedaran..
i mean ke arah keagamaan la..
her novel mmg giv me the inspiration,not to write but try to be a better person...
and to really find the meaning of words in tafsir..
If u don't feel calm,remember ALLAH..tht's what's best because
"God's Love Letters are the best balm"
remember,hanya dgn mengingati Allah jiwa menjadi tenang...insya-ALLAH...
one more quote tht i find it fascinating n attract me is
"Boys are NOT to be trusted in any relationship.BUT,they made good friends.."
i find it true...no offense guys..but tht's what i think...
plus with my experience with my friends or anybody or even drama love life,i already set in my mind like tht...
i'm good at being friends,when it comes to relationship i think i'm not ready what-so-ever...
freaky isn't it?
GIRLS are to be valued...
it's true,but to guys,it depends whether the girl is worth it to be valued or not..
no hard feelings,k?
but tht's the truth..
soo,girls out there..
take care yourself..
klu takut berpegang tgn ngan bf ka,better jgn kapel..
klu nda thn jugak kawen la(klu rs diri tu dpt disara oleh lelaki yg xda duit,go ahead..)
it's your choice..
ALLAH dah meninggikan martabat kaum wanita
mati la ba jua kita mo kc jatuh maruah wanita ni..
kira cukup mulia sdh ni kena tinggikn martabat kita pd pandangan ALLAH
tp bergantung pd diri sendiri sm da dpt kwl nafsu ka nda..
pompuan ni klu dah tersentuh skit tgn lelaki bkn muhrim,harga diri dia jatuh sedikit demi sedikt..

ok2...
dah aku byk berckp ni,i better end here..
aku nak makan...ahahaha..lapar geng...

wallahualam.May ALLAH bless.