sesungguhnya hati2 kita..ALLAH yang pegang..

now..

it's MARch already..

not long enough i'm gonna leave matriks..

lots of feelings combination..

sad ada..

happy pun ada..

well...besala kan..

that's wht we call life..

this past few weeks..

i'm very3x stress ba..

byk kekangan masa.too much i think.

wif my academics..

wif keja2 ISLAM lg..

yeah true.

i knoe..

tht's the first thing i learn when i enter matriks.

kerja2 ISLAM tu bknnya senang pun

there r times i feel like giving up..

haih...sandi gla ni..

mcm last week..

da la aku nda bljr 1 whole day..

trus da meeting lg..

smpai jm 1 am..

i feel like dying..

sampaikn before i walk tu

befikir lg mau escape ba..

tp kakiku tetap jgk melangkah pg surau..pg meeting..huhuhu//

adeih..

then..

I learn sumthing new..I realise tht

sesungguhnya hati kita ALLAH yg pegang...

Ya ALLAH...

forgive me for forgetting u..

forgive me for thinking yg keja2 ISLAM ni membebankan..

forgive me for being tired dlm menyebarkan agamaMU..

ya rabb..

sesungguhnya aku cuma manusia yg lemah..

there r tyms when i felt the ups n downs truly..

but then I remembered 1 verse in the Quran

wahai org2 yang beriman,sekiranya kmu menolong agama ALLAH,nescaya ALLAH akan menolong kamu dan mengukuhkan kedudukan kmu(Surah Muhammad:ayat 7)

then,I realise,penentu kejayaan bukan dengan kita belajar berabis tu..

HE'S the one that  chose whether we can be succes or not.DIA ada perancangan yg lbh baik utk kita..

Now I became stronger..INSYA-ALLAH..

Hope tht ALLAH would always hold my heart..

n be with me..

Sesunggunhnya ALLAH x rugi sdkitpun jika kita jauh daripadaNYA..

Kita la manusia pling rugi jika membelakangkan ALLAH..kerana ALLAH la yg MAHA KUASA

takbir!takbir!takbir!

p/s:i dunno y but this past few days..my heart mkin kuat mengatakan mau pg KURSK STATE MEDICAL UNI...hope tht's the best way for me..

Ya ALLAH kuatkn semangat ku untuk berjihad d jalanMU.

sekiranya aku mati,biarla mati sbg para SYUHADA.

amin..

Wallahualam.May ALLAH bless.