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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

the end of 2008


tup tap tup tap...then i realize the end of 2008 is coming to an end..
time goes by very fast without knowing it..
age is also increasing...hehehe....whatever..
but the important thing we still hav faith in god(ALLAH)...
i thought of writing this post around 12 midnight..hihihi...then i'm afraid that i would fall asleep earlier then i thought..so just want to spend the last day of 2008,the year i've face lots of horrible and memorable things in life...
oui,(ceh speaking france kunun...hahah)hope i can gain a lot of new experience in year 2009..many things i hope to be able to do next year a.k.a tomorrow(1st January)..hehe..i'll write soon...:)
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today is a very boring day...
oh well,at least i went to the dentist...scalling..hahaha...ngilu oh when the dentist scale my teeth..haha..
and then i thought about asking them about taking medical course..
u know what,i like asking people opinions cause i'm afraid making the wrong decision..
imagine,they ask me to take dentistry rather than medical course..
oh my,but then i'm still determine in taking medical course..
just hope for the best in my SPM results...so scared...heheheh...
i still want to be a doctor..gynaechologists n obstetric(if the spelling is correct..hehe)...
well,i got high hopes on being a doctor..it's my dream..i can't think of other course except this..hehehe...but then actually there is..an archeologists...
i just hope i pass my SPM with flying colours..10A1 in my hands...amin..
Ya ALLAH,please give me an excellent results in my SPM..amin...

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

A funny story



A MAN WENT TO A BARBERSHOP TO HAVE
HIS HAIR CUT AND HIS BEARD TRIMMED. AS
THE BARBER BEGAN TO WORK, THEY BEGAN
TO HAVE A GOOD CONVERSATION. THEY
TALKED ABOUT SO MANY THINGS AND
VARIOUS SUBJECTS. WHEN THEY
EVENTUALLY TOUCHED ON THE SUBJECT OF
ALLAH, THE BARBER SAID: "I DON'T BELIEVE
THAT ALLAH EXISTS."

"WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?" ASKED THE
CUSTOMER.

"WELL, YOU JUST HAVE TO GO OUT IN THE
STREET TO REALIZE THAT ALLAH
DOESN'T EXIST. TELL ME, IF ALLAH EXISTS,
WOULD THERE BE SO MANY SICK
PEOPLE? WOULD THERE BE ABANDONED
CHILDREN? IF ALLAH EXISTED, THERE WOULD
BE NEITHER SUFFERING NOR PAIN. I CAN'T
IMAGINE A LOVING ALLAH WHO WOULD
ALLOW ALL OF THESE THINGS."

THE CUSTOMER THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT,
BUT DIDN'T RESPOND BECAUSE HE DIDN'T
WANT TO START AN ARGUMENT. THE BARBER
FINISHED HIS JOB AND THE CUSTOMER LEFT
THE SHOP. JUST AFTER HE LEFT THE
BARBERSHOP, HE SAW A MAN IN THE
STREET WITH LONG, STRINGY, DIRTY HAIR
AND AN UNTRIMMED BEARD.

HE LOOKED DIRTY AND UNKEMPT. THE
CUSTOMER TURNED BACK AND ENTERED THE
BARBER SHOP AGAIN AND HE SAID TO THE
BARBER:

"YOU KNOW WHAT? BARBERS DO NOT EXIST."

"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT?" ASKED THE
SURPRISED BARBER. "I AM HERE, AND I AM A
BARBER. AND I JUST WORKED ON YOU!"

"NO!" THE CUSTOMER EXCLAIMED. "BARBERS
DON'T EXIST BECAUSE IF THEY DID, THERE
WOULD BE NO PEOPLE WITH DIRTY LONG
HAIR AND UNTRIMMED BEARDS, LIKE THAT
MAN OUTSIDE." "AH, BUT BARBERS DO EXIST!
THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE DO
NOT COME TO ME."

"EXACTLY!"

AFFIRMED THE CUSTOMER. "THAT'S THE
POINT! ALLAH, TOO, DOES EXIST! THAT'S
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE DO NOT GO
TO HIM AND DON'T LOOK TO HIM FOR HELP.
THAT'S WHY THERE'S SO MUCH PAIN AND
SUFFERING IN THE WORLD."

we got choices in life




Sometimes...
a lot of opportunity came in our life.
We need to choose either grab it or drop it.

Sometimes...
the opportunity just came once.
Sometimes...
it may change our life.
Sometimes...
it doesn't change anything.
Sometimes...
we can't decide what the right decision to be made.

Sometimes...
we need help to make decision.

Sometimes...
nobody can help us.
Sometimes...when we lose it, we'll regret.
Sometimes...when we grab it, we had a joy.
Sometimes...we just waiting it to be true.
Sometimes...it came when we need it.
Sometimes...it never come although we wish for it.

So, when it come, choose the right decision and grab it as you wish for...

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Cinta dari Allah adalah lebih baik



Dari mana datangnya cinta,kalau tak dari
mata turun kehati.
Maka hati juga tempat simpannya rasa cinta.

Allah pernah menyuruh seorang hamba kalangan
nabi mencipta satu barang lalu setelah siap
pembikinan nya Allah suruh pecahkan pula.

Lalu si hamba itu tidak mau memecahkannya
kerana telah bersungguh-sungguh ia mereka
bentuk lalu mau dipecahkan.

Maka Allah nyatakan...begitu juga Allah telah
mencipta bumi dan makhluk ini...apakah Allah
tiada cintakan hasil ciptaan nya.

Sebab itu Allah tanamkan dan ajarkan erti
cinta itu kepada sesama manusia agar kenal
cinta kepada Allah.

tomorrow is the day...

i'm going to plkn tomorrow...
just hope that i arrive safely...
and manage to finish my plkn...with success...
ahahahaha....
hope i dun feel a bit awkward...
n i hope i gain new experience..n nice friends too...
whatever....
YA ALLAH,arap2 hamba-MU ini mampu menjalani plkn dgn baik...amin....

Thursday, December 25, 2008

trip to tenom.....

we meet again....
well,i just came back from tenom...
yay!!!soo fun...
we went to the TAMAN PERTANIAN...cantiknya...
Ya ALLAh....
betapa indahnya ciptaan tuhan...
there's lots of species of plants there...



by the way,on the way home..we used the road keningau-tambunan-kk....the road was so snakely ....'bagai ular kena palu'...ahahahaha..
i just felt like want to vomit....luckily,i didn't...

Monday, December 22, 2008

almost near...

we meet again after a long time...well,not that long..just a few weeks only...
day by day pass beyond my fingertips then i realize,oh no!! it's almost the end of december...means plkn is near...OMG!!i dun know what to do...i'm scared day by day knowing that the plkn is near..
well,1 thing that i'm worried is the condition there whether i can adapt myself there..
plus,being friends with 'org semenanjung',it made me fear how their acceptance towards me,a 'sabahan'....:-(....dun knoe..just tawakkal to ALLAH...
one more thing,i hope i can get 10A1 in SPM..amin....i'm really forward to become a doctor...and marry a doctor..hee~~~..what was i thinking...too early for marriage..wakakaka....

Friday, December 12, 2008

Sajak Aminah QutB untuk suaminya...




SAJAK AMINAH QUTB UNTUK SUAMINYA


SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA MANUSIA,
TAK SEMESTINYA MANUSIA CINTA KEPADA KITA,
TETAPI SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA ALLAH
NESCAYA CINTA ALLAH TIADA PENGHUJUNGNYA.
SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA MANUSIA,

KITA AKAN CEMBURU KEPADA ORANG YANG MENCINTAI ORANG YANG KITA CINTAI¡
TETAPI SEKIRANYA KITA CINTA KEPADA ALLAH,
KITA AKAN TURUT MENCINTAI ORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA KEPADA ALLAH JUGA.

YA ALLAH, ANDAINYA DIA ADALAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, MAKA CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATIKU CINTA KEPADANYA ADALAH KERANA-MU, DAN CAMPAKKANLAH DALAM HATINYA, CINTA KEPADAKU ADALAH KERANA-MU. NAMUN, ANDAINYA DIA BUKANLAH JODOH YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-MU KEPADAKU, BERIKANLAH KU KEKUATAN AGAR PASRAH DALAM MENGHARUNGI UJIAN, YANG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.
¨ YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA,CINTAKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MELABUHKAN CINTANYA PADA-MU,AGAR BERTAMBAH KEKUATANKU UNTUK MENCINTAI-MU. ¨ª YA MUHAIMIN,JIKA AKU JATUH CINTA

JAGALAH CINTAKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK MELEBIHI CINTAKU PADA-MU.

¨ª YA RABBANA,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI,JAGALAH HATIKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK BERPALING PADA-MU.
YA RABBUL IZZATI,JIKA AKU RINDU, RINDUKANLAH AKU PADA SESEORANG YANG MERINDUI SYAHID DI JALAN-MU. YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU RINDU, JAGALAH RINDUKU PADANYA AGAR TIDAK LALAI AKU MERINDUI SYURGA-MU. ¨ª
YA ALLAH, JIKA AKU MENIKMATI CINTA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH KENIKMATAN ITU MELEBIHI KENIKMATAN INDAHNYA BERMUNAJAT DI SEPERTIGA MALAM TERAKHIR-MU ¨
YA ALLAH,JIKA AKU JATUH HATI PADA KEKASIH-MU,JANGANLAH BIARKAN AKU TERTATIH DAN TERJATUH DALAM PERJALANAN PANJANG MENYERU MANUSIA KEPADA-MU. ¨
YA ALLAH,JIKA KAU HALALKAN AKU MERINDUI KEKASIH-MU,JANGAN BIARKAN AKU MELAMPAUI BATAS SEHINGGA MELUPAKAN AKU PADA CINTA HAKIKI DAN RINDU ABADI HANYA KEPADA-MU..

Mati hanya sekali jadikannya pada jalan Allah,


The Scarf
originally from: Nura Alia Hossainzadeh
They stand there with shorts, so short, excessively short,
shorts that so deceptively capture from them all they know of modesty…
…and I proudly pull my scarf over my hair
They stand there, face lost in a sea of make-up,
make-up that so ruthlessly captures from them all they know of freedom…
…and I proudly pull my scarf over my hair
They stand there, hair raining with gels,
colors - chemicals that so menacingly capture from them all they know of purity…
…and I proudly pull my scarf over my hair
They stand there, so close, so very close to their “lover”,
devoted to them,
the devotion that so mercilessly captures from them all they know of individuality…
…and I proudly pull my scarf over my hair
And they stand there,

talking of getting new shorts,
new gels and colors, new boyfriends, materialistic things that so wrongfully capture from them all they know of God and love…
…and I proudly pull my scarf over my hair
For my scarf is my protector, my lover, my devotion,

my pureness, my beauty, my rememberance of God,
And I proudly pull it over my hair knowing that when
I wear it, I so rightfully thrust away all the things that the devil brought about,
And when I put it on,I am Free…
P/S : who said muslimah is old fashion...we got our own style in being a fashionista...without revealing our valuable aset to anybody...hee~

just wondering....hmmm???


While watching my lovely Sam soon,sumthin' just ran out my mind...i've never thought about it seriously but then to think about it,my curiosity just grew stronger day by day...
just wondering...i'm that curious with man n women relationship...
until now i just can't figure it out...
human are just so complicated..same as the way god created us...so COMPLEX but so prefect...Alhamdulillah....
i'm just wondering...
1) How actually love last like that so called till-death-torn-us-appart thing
so confusing me...
2) don't actors(Korea n English especially) feel any affectionate while doing any 'kiss'
scene?? I just felt pity with them...maybe it's a matter of 'keseronokan duniawi'...
it only last while their live,when thay die...all this things will vanish...
3) Why this so called love-before marriage concept seldom last long(mostly divorce..pdhal
when in love promise this,promise that...i just dun understand..) while marriage-then-
love concept usually last long??? I just need answers...
4) Why are men too complicated??? When thay say love,it would be love but when they say
no more love,thay would dump women easily...
Argh!!! until now i'm quite confused with human attitude....can't figure it out..
anybody got answers???

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

whew...tired...



hello...well...today,i hav quite fun bcoz Lili,Ah Tool,Nado,An2 n me went to cp..

then we went ice skating..it's sooo fun..happy2..hehe...:-)..

so happy to meet them..i really miss them..

i would want to go there again...maybe wif my siblings,cousins or friends...hee~
suddenly,sumthing just ran out my mind...would it be great playing ice hockey???hehehe....

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Twilight...

we meet again..hehehe...

well,juz wanted to tell..i've been watching twilight 2 days ago..


OMG,really that was a marvellous movie! really..especially with Edward Cullen in it...hehehe...he's so cool..juz hope that i can meet a guy like him one day...kahkahkah(daydreamin' too much...)


To be honest,i only like Edward Cullen but not Robert Pattinson(the real name)..not so my taste...i thought it was the ending...one thing i knew,it got 3 more stories to go..(maybe,bcoz the book has 4 stories..)


The coming soon Edward Cullen would be in the movie,New Moon(but then it would be released in 2010..argh! so long to wait..hate waitin'... )

ermmmm.....


ermm...i juz dun knoe what to say..this is my first time blogging...so,nothin' much to say actually...juz testing this blog...i found out blogging is quite fascinating..hehe..well,at least i can waste my time on sumthin' while waiting for my what-so-ever 'PLKN' n also...my SPM result...argh! hate waiting...