Saturday, November 28, 2009

syukur la nak

i already got my result for this PSPM..
although not as excellent as wht i want
but i know ALLAH gav the best results for me..
alhamdulillah i still hav hopes to achieve my dreams
now,sem 2 i hav ti improve my results..
aja2 fighting..heheh
wht so ever...
the important thing i hope tht i still hav the strong guts not to easily giv up..insya-ALLAH.

Wallahualam.May ALLAH bless

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

lesson for today

today was 1 of the worst day during my holiday...
darn it..
i feel my whole world was about to blow..
my parents got into a fight..
wht kind of fight??
js say it was like a storm in a tea cup..
i feel tht the whole world js stop spinning..
hate it.hate it.hate it.
dis is wht they say about marriage..
asam garam kehidupan..
1 thing for sure,1 lesson i learnt today in marriage is DROP DOWN THE EGO DUDE and PUT SOME PATIENT IN IT.
these r the reason why marriage r sumtyms hard to be blissful..
i know it's very true..
i'm very sad about this and writing this post even make me wanna cry..
Ya ALLAH..dugaan ba ni kn..
ada hikmah for all this things..
i know u've arrange the best things in our lives..
js hope my parents get back together..
i dun like to see them fight.. fighting please..
not js my parents..
but also other parents out there
for the sake of the children...


Sunday, November 1, 2009



usually holidays r fun..ahaha..

but not to me..

dui,xda tarbiyah lgsg in these 2 weeks holiday..

oh my...

still struggling to fight the laziness in me

still struggling to fight the satan..

sumtyms i'm defeated,but sumtyms i win..

but tht r why satans n temptation exist..

to help me be more content in finding ALLAH's love

true or not??


wht so ever..

nex week i'm gonna be back in KML.. much i hated it there..

i hav to endure it.


bcause i said so..hehehe

nahh!it's bcause tht's the only way i cn achieve my ambition..


last tym i thought studying n all these stuff r for myself n family

but i was wrong once again..

darn it..

wht could i do wrong..

to think bout' it back..

it's bcause of my intentions..

it's not bcause of ALLAH

Ya ALLAH..forgiv me for forgetting u..

i hope ALLAH still giv me a 2nd chance to achieve the ambition..

hope so..

i hope 1 day these pic is me..huhu..
ok.lamo damo farah..
u're starting talking out of the topic..
it's not even bout' the holidays..
c u anytime as long as ALLAH still let me live.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


now i'm feeling like a fool
only ALLAH knows wht i'm thinking..
Do i regret having life in KML??
Honestly sumtyms i tend to feel tht way
Ya ALLAH,forgive me for wht i was thinking..
But then,to think of tht.
I don't regret.
Bcause there i met the best buddies ever
There i change into a much better person from last tym
There i learn tht ALLAH's LOVE is the one n only goal i hav in this world.
If we love ALLAH,then insya-ALLAH success will be wif us

But at the same time to I'm sad cause i feel kinda hard to achieve success there
But maybe not KML,but myself
i never wanted to go there
I think ALLAH arrange me to go there bcause HE knows i cn do best there
insya-ALLAH i cn achieve my ambition..
becoming a doctor..
i can't think of any dreams beside tht.
i know wht i'm capable of..
The rest i rely it on HIM..

Soo,js hope for the best results..

blurr...dunno wht to post about..
i really wanna spill out all this things in my head
sadly,i kinda feel like a dope wasting my tym in front of the computer.
my eyes hurt..
i guess my degree is increasing.
my life is not meant to be in front of this thing
my life is about reaching my dreams..
whatever am i talking crap..
long tym i didn't post anything.
so,my blog is kind of dusty
ok.stop farah.
nyway,thnx for da views in my blog..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

TALMUD:Satanic verse of Torah...the jews beliefs..

More about Rahsia dan sejarah kaum Yahudi

More about the Talmud,kitab Yahudi

Example of Talmud urself...
"The modern Jew is the product of the Talmud..."
"Babylonian Talmud", published by the Boston Talmud Society, p. XII

The Jews refer to the remainder of Earths inhabitants, the non-Jewish peoples, as "Gentiles", "Goyim". Let's see what the Jewish Talmud teaches the Jews concerning the non-Jewish majority, i.e. those who are not part of Jahve's "Chosen People":

"The Jews are called human beings, but the non-Jews are not humans. They are beasts."
(Talmud: Baba mezia, 114b)

"The Akum (non-Jew) is like a dog. Yes, the scripture teaches to honor the the dog more than the non-Jew."
(Ereget Raschi Erod. 22 30)

"Even though God created the non-Jew they are still animals in human form. It is not becoming for a Jew to be served by an animal. Therfore he will be served by animals in human form."
(Midrasch Talpioth, p. 255, Warsaw 1855)

"A pregnant non-Jew is no better than a pregnant animal."
(Coschen hamischpat 405)

"The souls of non-Jews come from impure sprits and are called pigs."
(Jalkut Rubeni gadol 12b)

"Although the non-Jew has the same body structure as the Jew, they compare with the Jew like a monkey to a human."
(Schene luchoth haberith, p. 250 b)

"If you eat with a Gentile, it is the same as eating with a dog."
(Tosapoth, Jebamoth 94b)

"If a Jew has a non-Jewish servant or maid who dies, one should not express sympathy to the Jew. You should tell the Jew: "God will replace 'your loss', just as if one of his oxen or asses had died"."
(Jore dea 377, 1)

"Sexual intercourse between Gentiles is like intercourse between animals."
(Talmud Sanhedrin 74b)

"It is permitted to take the body and the life of a Gentile."
(Sepher ikkarim III c 25)

"It is the law to kill anyone who denies the Torah. The Christians belong to the denying ones of the Torah."
(Coschen hamischpat 425 Hagah 425. 5)

"A heretic Gentile you may kill outright with your own hands."
(Talmud, Abodah Zara, 4b)

"Every Jew, who spills the blood of the godless (non-Jews), is doing the same as making a sacrifice to God."
(Talmud: Bammidber raba c 21 & Jalkut 772 )

Js thru sum of the verses in Talmud,we know tht these kind of people are very cruel..zalim..
Tidak hairanla drg ni manusia yg paling dilaknat ALLAH..
Slalu berusaha untuk memusnahkan umat ISLAM..
semoga kita sentiasa berada dlm lindungan ALLAH..insya-ALLAH

Wallahualam.May ALLAH bless.

Rupa Pokok Gharqad,Pokok Yahudi

Nabi saw bersabda dalam sebuah hadis sahih yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari, Muslim dan al-Tirmidhi bermaksud: "Tidak akan berlaku kiamat sehinggalah akan berlaku peperangan di antara orang Islam dan Yahudi, maka pada waktu itu (tentera) Yahudi akan dibunuh oleh (tentera) Islam, sehingga apabila orang Yahudi berselindung di sebalik batu dan pokok, lalu batu dan pokok itu akan bersuara dengan katanya: 'wahai muslim, wahai hamba Allah, di belakangku ini ada Yahudi, marilah bunuhnya', kecuali POKOK GHARQAD (yang tidak bersuara), kerana sesungguhnya ia merupakan pokok Yahudi".Hadis ini menceritakan tentang peristiwa akhir zaman iaitu waktu hampir kiamat. Pada waktu ini tentera Yahudi yang dipimpin oleh Dajjal akan berperang dengan orang Islam. Dalam peperangan ini, orang Islam akan dapat membunuh dan menewaskan orang Yahudi sehinggakan apabila mereka berselindung di sebalik mana-mana batu dan pokok untuk menyelamatkan diri, maka dengan izin Allah pokok dan batu akan memberitahu tentera Islam tentang Yahudi yang berlindung di sebaliknya. Akan tetapi satu pohon yang tetap berdiam diri dan akan bersekongkol dengan Yahudi iaitu pohon yang bernama Gharqad.

Saya telah dimaklumkan bahawa orang Yahudi pada waktu ini sedang giat menanam pokok Gharqad secara berleluasa di Negara Haram Israel sebagai suatu persediaan menghadapi tentera Islam pada akhir zaman. Ini juga bermakna bahawa orang Yahudi sebenarnya memang tahu dan sedar tentang kebenaran Islam dan kebenaran hadis nabi saw....kerana keegoaan dan sikap bongkak mereka menyebabkan mereka tidak menerima ajaran Islam, sebaliknya terus berusaha memerangi umat Islam dari semasa ke semasa.Ramai juga yang bertanya tentang bagaimanakah pokok Gharqad. Ada yang menyatakan bahawa ia pokok Krismas, dan ada pula yang menyatakan bahawa ia pokok ru, pokok kaktus dan sebagainya. Moga gambar pokok Gharqad yang dipapar di atas dapat menyelesaikan kekeliruan tentang gambaran pokok Gharqad. Dan yang pastinya pokok Gharqad tidak sesuai dengan iklim di Malaysia dan ia tidak tumbuh di tempat kita.

p/s:hope this cn giv a bit of info bout kegiatan yahudi...We hav to be aware of this yahudi..

Wallahu'alam. May ALLAH bless.


isn't it funny we always ask the question WHY???
why this?why tht?why what-so-ever?
actually tht's normal..
people are gifted with curiousity attitude..
(ermm..i dun even know why i wrote bout it..maybe tht's wht cross my mind..huhu..)
whatever la..
me myself too ask a lot of questions of why..
tht's the reason i heard there's one book entitle..'THE BOOK OF WHY'
ok.stop.fullstop.farah,u're talking crap already.cut the crap.
i dun even know why i'm even writing this post..

In my mind,i'm always thinking why this?why tht?
Wht's the matter wif me?Am I goin' crazy?
true.Everything in this world is full of questions..
not js why.but,what,how,when,where...
Why is the famous among 5 types of questions..
ok.i'm starting to talk crap again..

In this world,there r a lot of things we dunno..
especially when it comes to ALLAH's creation..
why the world is sphere?
why ISLAM is full of rules?
why we hav 2 eyes?
why Al-Quran is the best reference ever?
why most marriage cn last long?
why love cn change?
but soo little answers..
mmg ALLAH already limit humans knowledge..
humans only know wht they learn
n what ALLAH let them to know about khazanah ALLAH..(khazaainullah)
We r ask to explore ourself..
find the knowledge..
but remember,once we become sum1 yg berilmu...
kita mesti beramal dgn ilmu kita..
INGAT!Antara org yg masuk neraka adlh org yg berilmu tetapi tidak beramal dgn ilmu..
ask ourself,adakah kita beramal dgn ilmu kita??
Although i say yes,but do ALLAH say so?
ALLAH's view is important.We do deeds to get ALLAH's redha not others..
Semua perkara bermula dgn niat..
Whatever we do,we got the pahala the same as our NIAT...
If we niat because of ALLAH,insya-ALLAH..
If we niat because of others,we will get wht we niat for..
(I dun even know how to explain..)

what-soo-ever la..
fullstop.cut the crap.stop babbling.

kla,whtever u think it's good,take it.
Insya-ALLAH whtever I say is sumthing beneficial..
not wasting ur time reading it..
If it's crap,then tell me..
I'll delete..

Wallahualam.MAy ALLAH bless.

Thursday, July 23, 2009


wht was i gonna write??
i forgot..
owh yes...
i was gonna tell about my life in matriks..
well,life wasn't tht easy u know..
especially when i was given a responsible being the 'ketua lajnah'..
u know what..
1 thing tht i realize tht having a responsibility wasn't an easy thing..
suddenly when i receive a message about me being chosen as 1 of the 'ketua lajnah' in the sahabat Al-Irfan organization,i felt there were a very heavy rock on me..
well,before this i mean in school i was responsible for holding the jwtn as ketua kebersihan surau n i never care bout it..
jahilnya diriku dulu..
then i realize now tht responsible is amanah..
amanah is heavy
ALLAH will questioned us in akhirat..
there was 1 time where i wanted to giv up already..
i was too depressed because i was afraid tht i didn't do my responsibility as a leader well..
ALLAH knows how hard my life was tht time.
I told Deeni i wanted to resign...
but to think back,mmg kerja2 ISLAM ni bkn senang..
it's not easy...
it's full of challenge...
ALLAH want to test His creation @us whether we cn manage this challenge or not..
When I think back,if I resign as if i'm running from jihad..
soo,i didn't because i know maybe ALLAH has arrange something better for me..
ALLAH knows tht I cn overcome this obstacle..
Alhamdulillah i cn.

B4 i came to KML,i heard a lot of negative stories..
i've set my mind tht KML isn't a good college..
but actually every negative stories happen here depends on the people @ student itself..
1 way to survive here is the first n foremost is to have strong faith in ALLAH...
dekatkn diri pd ALLAH..
dekatkn diri dgn surau..
dekatkn diri dgn kwn2 yg pg surau..
everywhere we go,the best place to find friends is in the surau..
i admit it..
it's true..
i'm grateful tht i met a lot of friends tht teach me n gives me new knowledge..something tht i never knew..
Although actually most of the friends tht i already know since school...ahahaha..
We really made a great change..
Not to show off..
but honestly,i went to KML with a hope to score...get good result..
and near to the surau soo i dun lalai..
i didn't hope tht i would be involve in this kind of organization..
i didn't expect tht i would wear tudung labuh..
i didn't expect to meet really good friends..(ukhwah fillah abadan abada guys..thanks for everything)
i didn't expect all this good things to happen..insya-ALLAH..
But true,ALLAH already arrange everything..
We may never expect things like this,but ALLAH knows best..
He knew tht it's better for me to go to KML..
Syukur Alhamdulillah..
I may not be tht perfect..
My Deen may not be complete yet..
but I know insya-ALLAH i try to improve myself...
My mom was shocked too actually..

I'm still the old me...
not much changes..
but insya-ALLAH a better me..
adeih..I babble too much already...
i end it here..
i'll continue nex time when i'm 'rajin'...ahaha..

Daripada Abu Ruqaiyyah Tamim ibn Aus al-Daarie r.a. bahawa Nabi SAW telah bersabda:
"Agama itu adalah nasihat. Kami berkata: Untuk siapa? Baginda bersabda: Untuk Allah, untuk
kitabNya, untuk RasulNya, untuk para lmam kaum muslimin dan untuk umat lslam seluruhnya."
Hadis riwayat al-lmam Muslim.

Wallahualam.May ALLAH bless

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


i think i really need to do some cleaning here..
my blog is a mess...
wanna call it art,is far more than tht..
i'll update it later..
there's lot's of things i wanna share..
especially what changes i made during this 2 months..
dunno when..
js pray tht i hav the will n 'kerajinan' to update..


Monday, July 20, 2009

at home at lassst.....

well,as u see.
i'm home...
about the mesir thingy,i guess i forgotten bout it..
mls mo pikir..
to be honest too,i kinda like in matriks...
not bcoz of what,but becoz tht i met many friends tht made me remind of ALLAH...
insya-ALLAH nda kan tersimpang jauh dr landasannya..
plus,i think ALLAH has prepare sumthin' better for me in the future..
maybe MESIR is not the best solution..
ALLAH knows best...
"Jika kamu meneguhkan agama ALLAH,nescaya ALLAH akn meneguhkan kedudukn kamu d muka bumi"
(surah Muhammad:7)
tht's all for now...
lot's stories to tell but soo little tym n mls menaip..ahahah..


Saturday, May 9, 2009


11 MAY.
adeih,tarikh yg malang.
pg matriks..
to be honest,mls mo msk matriks
arghh!sori but tht's wht i feel.
no intentions of going to matriks
i want to go to MESIR.
hope my scholars application being accepted.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

aku buntu??

i really dunno what to do..
i'm jus hoping i'm accepted for having the scholars..
badly needing it..
i want to go to MESIR..
i thought a lot about this offer..
i know,senang pg sn..
naik airplane...sampai 12 hours later..
but then,life isn't tht easy u know..
i just hope if manage to go there,i can adapt myself properly..
learning the language,rajinkn diri lebih..
i hope for the best..
nnt balik cni,dpt sua title DOCTOR tu..
insya-ALLAH.with ALLAH's will,everything can happen..
"Ya ALLAH,permudahkanlah urusanku.Tenangkanla jiwaku.Yakinkanla diriku.Amin"
Js hoping for the best..

nyway,2 days ago i made solat istikharah ba whether i should go or not.
i'm really still in dilemma..
after solat subuh,i tried not to sleep back..
so,coincidencely my aunt came to send me telekung yg nenek beli dr BANDUNG.
adeih,gagah* nenek aku ani...sdh mengaga ke BANDUNG.
my mum ask me to call nenek la,ckp TQ..
After i said TQ,i told nenek psal tawaran tu..

farah:NEk,farah dpt twrn pg MESIR

nenek:bgsla ba itu..nenek suka itu cucu nenek pg sn

farah:mau jgk farah pg nek tp..tgkla dlu..klu dpt biasiswa,insya-ALLAH pgla tu..

nenek:nda rugi pg sn...blajar agama jua tu..

farah:itu la nek,kc doa jakla farah..farah next week kn ke matriks ni...

nenek:ba,nenek slalu kc doa jua cucu nenek..blum prnh lg cucu nenek pg sn..
(conversation has to be shorten..hohoh.)

Lps ltk fon,i thought about it..
itu ka tanda2 tht i should go to MESIR tu..
i dunno..
mo ckp yakin,not sure la plak..
until now,i'm still searching for any signs.
but i know deep down in my heart,i want to go to MESIR..
ALLAH sentiasa berada di sisi & menolong hamba-hambanya

wallahualam.MAY ALLAH BLESS.

Monday, May 4, 2009


dpt jua twrn pg university of zagazig
tp,still thinking
mo pg ka nda??
tgkla dlu..
klu dpt biasiswa,pgla..
klu ada rezeki lebih ALLAH bg
but really,i want to go...
still in dilemma..

Saturday, May 2, 2009

cuti2 malaysia

yesterday we went to Kudat..
happy2 day...
mmg bestla jua..
pg simpang mengayau..

there was a lot of things we found there..
imean,we went to one gerai near KB ba..
byk mknn yg dia jual.nasib aku tidak tergoda dgn mknn yg begitu byk..harhar..

tym tgk2 mknn sn,tiba2 aku terjumpa sagu yg main mkn tu...
i dunno what's the name..
dlu tym skul rndh slalu jua mkn..
sempat lg aku ambik gmbr tym mkn...heheh..
On the way pg simpang mengayau,sempat lg jumpa one road yg ada my name...PARANG..hohooh..
femes plak aku ni..hihi..but the sad thing is,in one day jak we saw 3 accidents..
like the picture u see below,was the first one we saw in kudat...
second we saw on the way to KM..
and the third tym di menggatal sn..
adeih,ganas eh skrg rg driving...
reckless tul..
nmpk tu gmbr below,uish keta terbalik oo...

owh yeah..before i forgot..
tym we stop by in KB mo solat jamak taqdim(maghrib isyak)
we saw lots of kids ba bljar mengaji sn masjid..
we heard one kid tu,duii..
punya lawa suara dia tarannum..
what more to say the ustaz yg ajar dia tu...
hampir ku tergoda dgn bacaan qurannya yg begitu merdu n syahdu sekali..
mmg bgs la gtu ba
tht kid use his beautiful voice for reciting the holy QURAN not for singing lagu yg ndada tu..hiburan yg lgsg x menambah pahala.....
tyerdetik plak d hati aku mo kc bgs lg tarannum aku yg terumbang-ambing tu..

ba,tu jakla..
lazy ba menaip skrg..
br jak abis kc bersih dapur..

wallahualam.May ALLAH bless

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Aku mau pg MESIR

Aku mau pg mesir..
sdh apply..
tggl tunggu jak tawaran dr pihak yg berkenaan
hope for the good results...

Monday, April 27, 2009


I pass my JPJ test..
syukur alhamdulillah...
now,mo kc pro jak lg..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

waa~I'm 18 already...n sumthin' to tell...

Waa~i'm 18 already..
never thought time flies by very fast..
soo,now i have to be more matured laa...(mestika??)
but like in the HLOVATE's novel..
humans grow with time..
20/4 was my betday..
plus,i'm soo happy tht my mum bought me a purple cake...
never thought tht my mum would buy such cake n purple...hee~..

On sunday tu,I went to MAK la in school with Anhar..
I met my old friends..
ahh..miss them soo much..
no such friends like them in the world..
p/s:thnx friends for remembering n wishing my betday...
it's soo sweet of u guys...
i'm sorry for da one yg wish my betday,but i didn't wish them..
U know it's not like i purposely but i really tried hard to remember my friends betday...heheh...
nyway,thnx soo much..*sheesh*
(ni dah msk aura sedih2 ni..hahaha..emo plak aku tetiba..)

I just recover from my fever...
adeih,tetiba jak demam panas gla ni lps blk MAK tu..
sdhla tym my betday lg tu..hehehe...
but I don't mind la..
because there's a story in zmn rasulullah...
Pada suatu hari,Ibnu Mas'ud menziarahi Nabi Muhammad S.A.W yg mengalami demam panas.
Beliau dtg dan duduk d sisi Nabi Muhammad.
"Tuan,bdn tuan panas",kata Mas'ud sambil memegang tangan Nabi Muhammad.
"Ya,saya menderita panas ini 2 kali ganda lbh panas drpd kepanasan yg dialami oleh orang biasa",kata Rasulullah sambil menahan sakit.
Sebagai utusan Tuhan,sememangnya baginda mendpt ujian hidup lebih drpd manusia lain...
"Ya,tuan jgk mendapt nikmat pahala 2 kali ganda drpd org biasa plak",sahut Ibnu Mas'ud mula mengerti mksd Rasulullah tadi.
"Ya,begitulah",jwb Rasulullah.
"Setiap org yg sakit ataupun ditimpa kesusahan walaupun sbsr duri,Tuhan menggugurkan dosa2 nya,kesalahannya spt gugurnya dedaunan dr pohon"sabda Nabi Muhammad.

last but not least,i just finish reading HLOVATE's novel yg mmg best gla la..(actually her novel suma best2...)
i borrow it from anhar..
mmg syok...
it's a love story but at the same time ada jugak dia bg kesedaran..
i mean ke arah keagamaan la..
her novel mmg giv me the inspiration,not to write but try to be a better person...
and to really find the meaning of words in tafsir..
If u don't feel calm,remember ALLAH..tht's what's best because
"God's Love Letters are the best balm"
remember,hanya dgn mengingati Allah jiwa menjadi tenang...insya-ALLAH...
one more quote tht i find it fascinating n attract me is
"Boys are NOT to be trusted in any relationship.BUT,they made good friends.."
i find it offense guys..but tht's what i think...
plus with my experience with my friends or anybody or even drama love life,i already set in my mind like tht...
i'm good at being friends,when it comes to relationship i think i'm not ready what-so-ever...
freaky isn't it?
GIRLS are to be valued...
it's true,but to guys,it depends whether the girl is worth it to be valued or not..
no hard feelings,k?
but tht's the truth..
soo,girls out there..
take care yourself..
klu takut berpegang tgn ngan bf ka,better jgn kapel..
klu nda thn jugak kawen la(klu rs diri tu dpt disara oleh lelaki yg xda duit,go ahead..)
it's your choice..
ALLAH dah meninggikan martabat kaum wanita
mati la ba jua kita mo kc jatuh maruah wanita ni..
kira cukup mulia sdh ni kena tinggikn martabat kita pd pandangan ALLAH
tp bergantung pd diri sendiri sm da dpt kwl nafsu ka nda..
pompuan ni klu dah tersentuh skit tgn lelaki bkn muhrim,harga diri dia jatuh sedikit demi sedikt..

dah aku byk berckp ni,i better end here..
aku nak makan...ahahaha..lapar geng...

wallahualam.May ALLAH bless.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Solat itu tiang agama

SAYINGS (HADITH) OF PROPHET MUHAMMAD (Sallallaahu alaihi wa sallam)
The one who disdains prayers (Salat) will receive Fifteen punishments from Allah..
Six punishments in this lifetime
Three while dying
Three in the grave
& Three on the Day of Judgment.

1. Allah takes away blessings from his age (makes his life misfortunate)
2. Allah does not accept his plea (Dua's)
3. Allah erases the features of good people from his face.
4. He will be detested by all creatures on earth.
5. Allah does not reward him for his good deeds. (No thawab)
6. He will not be included in the Dua's of good people.

1. He dies humiliated.
2. He dies hungry.
3. He dies thirsty. Even if he drinks the water of all seas he will still be thirsty.

1. Allah tightens his grave until his chest ribs come over each other.
2. Allah pours on him fire with embers.
3. Allah sets on him a snake called 'the brave', 'the bold' which hits him from morning until afternoon for leaving Fajr prayer, from the afternoon until Asr for leaving Dhuhr prayer and so on. With each strike he sinks 70 yards under the ground.

1. Allah sends who would accompany him to hell pulling him on the face.
2. Allah gives him an angry look that makes the flesh of his face fall down.
3. Allah judges him strictly and orders him to be thrown in hell.

------------ --------- --------- --------- -------

FAJR :the glow of their face is taken away.

ZUHR :the blessing of their income is taken away.

ASR :the strength of their body is taken away.

MAGHRIB :they are not benefited by their children.

'ISHA :the peace of their sleep is taken away.

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THE HOLY QUR'AN: 'Say Your Prayers Before Prayers For You Are Said'.


just like i expected
aku dpt matrikulasi labuan..
aku bimbang la jugak..
bimbang pa plak ne??bgsla ba dpt pg labuan,byk kwn2 sn..hee~
mestila ba worry..
sn byk dugaan ba...aish..
doa jakla supaya dpt dikekalkn iman...
lgpun,sn chocolate murah..
argh!i'm a big fan of chocolate..
worry of weight increasing..heheh...
d sn tu mmg byk dugaan la..
i would like to give u 1 hadith tht really touches me...
A Beautiful Hadith
Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said:
'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head.
When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.
When after the burial, the people return home, 2 angels, Munkar and Nakeer(names of two special Angels), come in the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may be able to interrogate the dead man in privacy about his faith.
But the handsome man says, 'He is my companion, he is my friend. I will not leave him alone in any case..
If you are appointed for interrogation, do your job. I cannot leave him until I get him admitted into Paradise '.
Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice.
Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.'
When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.
Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said:
'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither
a Prophet nor an angel.'
wallahualam.May ALLAH bless.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


ari tu lg ba mo kc post ne entri d blog..
tp,taula klu sdh nmnya komputer sot2..harapkn laptop my dad jakla..
tu pun curi2..hehe..
nda sbr plak mo ada laptop sendiri...hee~

nyway,i wanted to tell you all psal qiamullail yg dianjurkn KRU....
aikk???KRU??sejak bla plak KRU jd alim2 ne..hahaha..
nda ba..sebnrnya KRU tu mksd dia Kelab Rakan Ukhuwah..
baru first time dpt pg..
yala,selama ni nda dpt pg...
dlm ati tu syaitan cepat jak menguasai..
"jgn ko pergi farah...nda jua ada pa2 tu.."
haa..tu confirm syaitan..
tp bknla i purposely nda mo pg,adala ba hal2 lain jugakk..
moreover pijut pun tidur rumah aku..

soo,i guess i feel like mmg i wanted to go..
mungkin ngam2 tym tu,ALLAH buka pintu hati aku pg..syukurla sgt2..
+ amal ibdt selain ilmu..
klu d rumh mo tunggu qiamullail,ntahla..
klu tym d sn tu,tng jak..
kurg memikirkn hal duniawi la..
tym d sn mmg byk kena BRAINWASH la jugak..
insaf2 pun ada..
biarpun nda byk org kn tp ttp bersyukur,qiamullail tu dpt berjln lncr..

One more thing..
is it me or the world is weird??
klu bab2 hal keduniaan,whoa!punya byk org pg..
klu msk bab2 solat sunat la,qiamullail ka,tazkirah or whatever yg ada kaitan ngan agama kita ne,ISLAM...punya skit org dtg...
ntahla,mungkin mmg ada hal atau sengaja nda mo pg...wallahualam...
ALLAH sj yg tau hamba-Nya..
nntla,i post lg psal cara kita mo mengkhusyukkan lg ibdh kita yg x prnh sempurna ni...
insya-ALLAH slagi hayat dikandung badan...

wallahualam.May ALLAH bless...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

tag..just for fun...ambik from lily..

How old are you?
17 years old...almost 18..ngehee...

At what age do you think you'll get married?
i was thinking at the age of,see la...klu ada jodoh awal..heheh..

Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
i dun hav anybody now..happy to be single for now

Who will be your bridesmaid and bestman?
my sis and my husbands bro(klu ada...hahah..)

Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?
depends on the trend tht time..haha..

Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
depends on bajet..if possible,i want to go to Europe..hehe...n umrah too...

How many guess do you think you'll invite?
the impoprtant thing my family n friends wajib dtgla...

Will that include your exs?
of course la...i want to show him tht i can live without him n meet better guy..heheh..cruel...

How many layer of cake do you want?
2 tingkat pun cukup ba...nda pyh tinggi2...

When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
morning evening pun bleh ba..more romantic...ehehe..

Name of the song/tune you'd like to play at the wedding..
selamat pengantin baru song????by saloma..eheheh..yg pntg xda karaoke2 la...bikin sakit telinga jak..

Do you prefer fine ding or just normal spoon n fork? knife?
depends on the guests..suka ati la kamu...

Champane or red wine?
air merah...wakakaka....

Money or household items?

How many kid would you like to have?
heheh..tricky question...klu 2 psg kembar???

Will you recird your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
yup...once in a lifetime jak tu ...insya-ALLAH kekal forever...

Who's wedding plan would you like to know next?
♥ sepa2 la

"Kita merancang,Tuhan yg tentukan"

wallahualam.May Allah Bless.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Complicated things in life

when reading this post,i bet you would think tht...
"whoa,sejak bla plak fara pandai berjiwang ne??"
nda la...
what things tht come out through my mind,i thought it's better to express it here..
for every people's sake..
like i've told you all b4..
take whatever you think beneficial in my blog,leave the bad things..
i'm just human in any way that i like to express my feelings anytime,anywhere(opps!tmpt yg ada internet jak la...ahaha)

okla,base on my post title tu kn,what i'm trying to tell u tht humans relationship/feelings are soo complicated..
my god,i couldn't figure it out why is it soo complicated..
is it the human who make things complicated or love is just the soo-called-complicated-thingy..
i just don't understand..
but then after my observation,mmg confirm la human yg complicated..
dunno why but humans are very complicated..
dr segi ciptaannya...from the cells to the organs..
not just tht,personality pun complicated..
mood swings,feelings change..
i just dunno..

maybe it's true,itulah kehebatan ciptaan ALLAH..
like me for example:suka tgk lelaki ensem...ahahaha...
especially yg tinggi..kahkahkah...kdg2 terpikir jua aku,cmnala rupa future husband aku ah??
hehe..(ermm,nmpknya part ini xda berkaitan dgn tujuan post aku yg sbnr...sj2..)

Besides tht,human ne klu bab2 meluahkn feelings,ada yg egomaniac la what-so-ever attitude lg yg x msk akal..
i just don't understand..
does it mean i'm ketinggalan zaman????
i dun think so..
i admit i never been truly in love la...
setakat cinta monyet tu..wuii,nda terkira..bykla..kahkahkah..
bercinta pun nda prnh..
but i believe nnt ada jugak tu...
ingat ayat al-Quran

"Perempuan2 yg keji utk laki2 yg keji,&laki2 yg keji utk perempuan yg keji(pula),sdgkn perempuan2 baik utk laki2 baik,& laki2 baik utk perempuan yg baik(pula).Mrk itu bersih dr pa yg dtuduhkn org.Mrk memperoleh ampunan & rezeki mulia di syurga."

nda pyhla mo jeles2 sm org kapel2 ne..
kita mo redha ALLAH...
bkn manusia..
hidup sekali jak..
Hidup pun actually kerana ALLAH..
manusia jak lupa..
aku pun lupa..(dun forget,i'm human too..)
Actually,tiap detik kita bernafas pun adlh kerana ALLAH...

Nyway,just live life happily...
yg blum jumpa your soul/life partner..
dun worry,u got ALLAH..
yg sdh ada tu,drpd berkepit2 sn,berkepit2 sini..drpd trus bt dosa tu,bgs kawen awal2..(klu berkemampuan la...klu blum rs dpt kc mkn anak urg,bgs nda pyh...puasa ka,+ amal ibdt ka..anything yg bkn tergolong dlm maksiat..)
lgpun,kawen dpt menyempurnakan separuh drpd amal ibadat kita...
apa2 yg kita bt(amal ibadah) digandakan..
bknkah ALLAH tu MAHA ADIL...

wallahualam.MAB(May ALLAH bless)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

what a day..

style woo bin(F4)

xda2 jua ne..
aku bosan d rumh..
tp gumbira..
i painted my room yesterday..
kan before ne mcm purple but dull skit..
less cheerful..
but now,my mum bought me 1 tin of colour..
tp bkn jua purple banar2..
adeih,tu yg aku sedey tu...
tp syukur jakla drpd xda..
the colour tu not pink but not purple..
arghh!!! pink is not my fav..
please..sorry for the pink fans out there..

owh ya,i'm sad too..
my mum ada course in KL for 1 week.1 WEEK...argh!!soo long...
miss my mum nnt..
balik on friday..
not just that,my dad pun will be going to KL on the next day my mum arrive..
until monday(3 days jak pun..)
but then,tiba2 jak ne outstation my mum n dad..
cbuk kali..
my parents pun actually malas pg but what to do...
kerja mo cari duit...
mmg susah klu keja..

As the conclousion,jgn senang2 jak mo kc abis duit parents kita..
bkn senang tu mo cari duit..
especially yg slalu shopping2 n kuar2 jln2 cari mkn..(like mee??dunno.almost but my mum manage to control me dr being a spend thrift..)

the words for today...
"Manusia harus sentiasa bersyukur dengan nikmat yg ALLAH berikan kepada kita.Don't waste it"

wassalam.M.A.B(may ALLAH bless)

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

the memories...haa...

well,suddenly kerajinanku menular dlm diriku...ahahaha..
rajin plak aku mengemas unwanted and wanted stuff in my room...
yg dr zmn2 purba dulukala pun wujud ba masih..
anyway,what i'm trying to say is...
while I was busy cleaning here,cleaning there..
I found my old green book..
ceh,pdhal baru thn lalu jak tu...
you knowla...just want to make it look old...hee~
mengada2 ba aku ne..
ok2..terlajak2 sdh aku ne..
straight to the main point is
I open the book and remembered a lot of stuff happen in school...
ahhh~the memories...
miss the old days...
I opened the page one by one...

first page
starting my first day of school..
with new hope and spirit..
segala jwtn2 yg d klas tu aku pg salin..
punya rajin..
tym tu lg,sempat lg bt my own 'SLEEPING GRAPH'
It's kinda like my percentage how much I sleep in class since form 1..hehehe..
nda pandai berubah..
I'll list what things I wrote in there..

  • my class time-table

  • lists of homeworks

  • notes from the assembly

  • Chemistry & Biology's notes..(rajin ba dlu)

  • Ceramah psal SPM...(tulisan sukar dibaca kerana mengantuk..ahahaha..)

  • Lists of things to buy..(common for school boarders...)

  • senarai makanan pun ada..ahahah..(pa la ko ne,fara??list of foods pun ada..semangat makan)

  • lastly,a song me,bossy,kakadik and bbut wrote..(mmg hebatla lagu ni)

this song was made for hard feelings,k?

Gong Xi Fa Cai version us...hehehe..

c/o :Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni(2x)

Syaza pergi ke Hong Kong

Dia balik ke kampung

Syaza main ping pong

Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni

repeat c/o

Aku telan bola ping pong

Tersangkut d kerongkong

Farahin mcm king kong

Aku terkongkong

repeat c/o

Parang pi tutup lampung

Muncul muka si Sapong

Tergoda kembang hidung

Tapi bknnya ******

(bkn nm sebenar.sorry perkataan ini harus dirahsiakn atas2 sebab x mahu berlaku sebarang slh faham)

repeat c/o

kami pigi main ting tong

dengan En. Tan Hin Long

Pastu mo makan sotong

Terjumpa Ah Long

repeat c/o

Rupanya bkn Ah Long

But they just want to tolong

Bagi angpau satu karung

Kami beli lontong*

repeat c/o

Si Syamil dgn Nonong

Kahwin naik kereta sorong

Dorang lalu satu lorong

Kena kelentong..

purple writing-me





*-pancake...versi melayu

sot2 ba kami ne..


i remember lagi tym tu

cikgu zailani busy caramah psal komputer yg xda2..

ataupun tym cikgu Jaini yg berucap..

jd,meluangkn masa dgn bt lagu x berfaedah cam ne..kahkahkah..

adaka patut..sungguh x berdisiplin punya murid..hehehhe..

but now,all of that are just memories..

because my post is all about my green book,so i guess words of the day pun dari buku tu...

it's not hadis or any ayat from the Quran

but it's some phrases in some kind of book..

"Cinta,klu bahasanya hati..itulah cinta hakiki..

Kasih,jika dasarnya Rabbi..itulah kasih sejati..

Cinta ini pasti diuji kerana itu sdh tradisi janji.."

well,there's a lot of things in my book ne..

memories especially..

we can't turn back time..but we can keep the memories forever in our heart..

"Mata menilai pada rupa,Akal menilai pada fikiran,Nafsu menilai pada bentuk tubuh,tetapi hati menilai pada akhlak dan budi"

the last word for today is very useful for people like me..lack of self-esteem...

"Tiada wanita yang hodoh,cuma kecantikan yang berbeza"

It really gave a great impact and meaning to me..besala ba...kdg2 emo jugakla aku ne..

Sunday, March 29, 2009

i'm sooo jealous..

i'm sooo jealous..
jealous with org yg pergi vacation..
org yg dpt result SPM bgs2...
org yg cantik..
org yg kurus...
org yg....
ba,mn2 yg memiliki kelebihan yg lebih dr ku..
nda pandai bersyukur la ko ne..

I bet when you all read this you would say that...
"Ish,si farah ne...nda pandai bersyukur sm kurniaan tuhan"..
"Farah ne,ada hikmah ba kali tu..."

yup,i'm right...
i know it's impossible people wouldn't say anything..
What i'm trying to tell you actually is...

translation dia..
manusia nda pandai ber..SYUKUUR...

besala ba tu...normal ma..
mmg la we're sad if we cannot get what we wanted..
yg gemuk mo jd kurus..( it me ka tu??pura2 nda terasa.)
yg kurus mo jd gemuk..
yg cantik mo jd lebih cantik...
mmg la we're sad if we cannot get what we wanted..
but always remember....i repeat,ALWAYS REMEMBER...

aish!kalau gni,mmg sandi ba...
ALLAH marah kita ne nda pandai bersyukur..
If one day,ALLAH take back what was given to us before..
baru kn menyesal...
tu la ko...
neh,nda lg bersyukur...
tuhan mmg sengaja mo uji manusia...

"Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan hanya dengan mengatakan bahawa 'Kami telah beriman',dan mereka tidak diuji?"

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu,

Maka DIA Menyayangimu,

Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu,

Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu,

Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu,

Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu.

Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun.... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya.

p/s:Do i have the right to tell you all about this??
layakkah aku???
the real thing is it's not about whether we 'layak' or not but it's how we want to remind ourself and others about ALLAH...
anything that is good comes from ALLAH,and the bad ones comes from my own weakness as human beings..
anything that i've written in this blog...
i just hope that you all takes what's good not the bad ones...


Friday, March 27, 2009

it's interesting


long tym no see..


ntah sejak berapa kurun ba nda kena update...


my pc got probs..

so,i can't open blog use that pc..

sot punya pc..berpenyakit..

tp,syukurla nak...

ada jugak pc rather than teda..

lg sandi..


nyway,actually i wanted to tell u all about one novel ne..

newest HLOVATE's novel..


Honestly,Hlovate's newest novel isn't that best as her Aa+Bb.

But then,this novel is kinda worth it..

U know why?

cause byk pengajaran....

To me,this novel made me think back about myself..

how weak am I as an ordinary human being...

how small am I as the creation of ALLAH

It reminds me of ermm...maybe hadith kali..

i can't quite recall..

It's says

"Berfikir satu malam adalah lebih baik dari beribadah selama satu tahun"

What i can say is,this novel is kinda like novel yg lbh islamik compared to Aa+Bb

It's about people's nowadays life..
Life yg lbh kepada keduniaan until alpa kepada dunia ukhrawi.
Maybe this story is less funny and interesting but it gives us lots of pengajaran..
Also,this novel is full of surprises..sort of..i think..guess so..maybe...hehehehe...
"(yaitu) org2 yg beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dgn mengingati ALLAH.Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati ALLAH,hati menjadi tenteram"

Thursday, March 12, 2009

The beauty of Jannah

When MOMIN will enter into Jannat, it will be announced
1) You will remain healthy forever, disease will never come.
2) You will remain alive for ever, death will never come.
3) You will remain in bounties which will never be finished.

Jannat is made with:Bricks of Gold and SilverIts cement is of perfumed Musk.
Its chips are pearls and Yaqoot.
Its sand is Zafraan.

There are eight doors of Jannat.
These are eight grades of Jannat:
1. Jannatul Mava
2. Darul Maqaam
3. Darul Salaam
4. Darul Khuld
5. Jannat-ul-Adan
6. Jannat-ul-Naeem
7. Jannat-ul-Kasif
8. Jannat-ul-Firdous

Jannatul Mava is in the lowest,
Jannat-ul-Adan is the middle
&Jannat-ul- Firdous is on the highest.Food of Jannat:
They will eat foods and fruits continuously up to 40 years.
Every bowl will have a new taste.
They will take eructation which will digest the food and there will be perfumed sweating for the digestion of waterThere will be no urine and stoolPlace Name:There will be gardens in Jannat..
Every garden will have the length of about 100 year ' s journey.
The shadow of these gardens will be very dense.Their plants will be free of thorns.The size of their leaves will be equal to ears of elephants.
Their fruits will be hanging in rows.
Those who love each other for the sake of Allah will get a pillar of Yaqoot, on which there will be seventy thousand (70,000) rooms.
These will shine for the residents of Jannat as the sun shines for the residents of Duniya.
There will be rooms in Jannat in such a way that every room will have seventy thousand (70,000) dinning sheets. On every dinning sheet 70,000 types of foods will be served.
For their service 80,000 young boys will be moving around looking like beautiful scattered pearls.One bunch of dates will be equal to the length of 12 arms.
The size of a date will be equal to the big pitcher.
These will be whiter than milk, sweeter than honey and softer than butter and free of seeds. The stem of these plants will be made up of gold and silver.
There will also be gardens of grapes. The bunches of grapes will be very big. The size of a single grape will be equal to a big pitcher.

Someone asked, ya Rasulullah (Sallalahu alaihi wasallam): will it be sufficient for me and my family. It was answered, it will be sufficient for you and your whole tribe.The Dresses of Jannat:The dress of Jannat will be very beautiful.One will wear 70 dresses at a time.These will be very fine, delicate, weightless, having different colors.These dresses will be so fine that the body even the heart will be visible.And the waves of love in the hearts will also be visible.These dresses will never become old, never be dirty and will never tear.

There will be four canals in every Jannat:
1. Water.
2. Milk.
3. Honey.
4. Sharabun Tahoora..

There will also be three fountains in Jannat:
1. Kafoor.
2. Zanjabeel..
3. Tasneem.

Qualities of People of Jannat:
In Jannat,Height of every MOMIN, will be equal to the height of Hazrat Adam (Alaihissalaam) 60 arms (90 feet).Beauty will be like that of Hazrat Yousuf (Alaihissalaam) .Age of youth will be like that of Hazrat Esa (Alaihissalaam) 30-33 years).Sweetness of voice will be like that of Hazrat Dawud (Alaihissalaam) .Tolerance will be like that of Hazrat Yaqoob (Alaihissalaam) .Patience will be like that of Hazrat Ayyub (Alaihissalaam) .Habits will be like that of Sayyaduna Muhammad (Sallalahu alaihi wasallam).

Protokol ke 10 Yahudi mengandungi 8 perkara....

1.. Song....
Lagu-lagu yang menghiburkan. .jika ada anak-anak yang tak tau mengucap..tetapi boleh menghafal lagu Hindustanyang panjang berjela... Adaanak-anak yang tak hafal Fatihah....tapi boleh mengingati lagu Siti Norhaliza yang panjangnya berdepa depa..... berjaya sudah Yahudi.... Hinggakita terfikir.... .. bagaimana jadinya radio kalau tanpa lagu?

2. ...Sex.....
Lagi satu kegilaan remaja dan yang tua. Sex di mana-mana.. di kaca tv, dalam filem, dalam iklan...babak sex amat lumrah... kekadang adegan sex tak diperlukan, tetapi diselitkan jua sehingga ada orang menonton filem hanya kerana ada adegan sex... filem 18SX amat laris berbanding filem U... VCD lucah mudah didapati...dan harganya amat murah... Adakah filem yang tiada adegan sex? Lagi sekali berjaya sungguh Yahudi laknatullah. .....

3. ...Smoke....
Rokok..menjadi kegilaan para remaja.... sehingga dikatakan tidak modern jika tidak merokok... malah sekarang merokok menjadi budaya bagi mana-mana perempuan yang kononnya mau di gelar 'up to date'.. Dulu yang merokok ini golongan ****** saja.... ataupun penari kabaret..... ( aku tengok dari filem P Ramlee )....

4. .....Sport.. .
Pelbagai jenis sukan di tonjolkan dan lelaki dengan perempuan sama-sama berlumba mencari nama dalam sukan... hinggakan sekarang bola sepak pun perempuan main juga.... Bila bersukan, tutup aurat mestilah jauh sekali, sembahyang pun banyak yang miss.....bukan yang bermain sahaja tak sembahyang.. ... yang menonton pun tak sembahyang juga ...... Kalau menonton dirumah.... akan lambat sembahyang sebab takut tak nampak macam mana masuk GOL...... Yahudi gol lagi.......sampai ada ulamak kata...kerana sukan ...sembahyang boleh tangguh...Mashaalla h,..

5. .. Fun..
Hiburan...di mana-mana kita dapat hiburan yang melalaikan.. .. Kalau kita lihat dalam 100 majalah..mungkin 99 adalah majalah hiburan.. termasuklah majalah mangga....yang menayangkan buah mangga artis perempuan... . Kalau ada konsert....sanggup orang Islam bertandang hingga menghabiskan banyak wang dan bila ke konsert.... pelbagai maksiat akan diselit masuk.... Yahudi terhibur lagi....

6.... Female..
Perempuan... tawaran Yahudi yang amat mengasyikkan. . terutama dalam iklan..yang kadang-kadang tidak ada kena mengena dengan perempuan... Kalau kita ke kedai bateri kereta.... dihadapan bateri terpampang gadis sunti separuh bogel beraksi..... apa kena mengena bateri kereta dengan perempuan?.. . kalau iklan Modess... perempuan adalah patutnya... Yahudi bersorak lagi......

7...Fashion. ...
Fesyen terutama perempuan yang bermacam-macam. . sehinggakan kalau pakai tudung pun mereka dah tak menutup aurat.... Macam mana dikatakan bertutup aurat jika bertudung tetapi berbaju ketat yang kekadang menampakkan pusat? Yang mewarnakan rambut lagi teruklah... Buat apa bertudung kalau rambut diwarnakan.. ... Bila warnakan rambut..mestilah tidak bertudung sebab kalau bertudung..bagaiman a nak menayangkan warna rambut yang terkini itu... Kalau dah rambut diwarnakan.. .. sembahyang pun tak sah... malah mandi hadas pun tak sah sebab kebanyakan pewarna adalah kalis air... itu tak kira yang cukur bulu kening lagi... Yahudi ketawa lagi.... Umat islam sudah jadi macam Yahudi.....

8.. .. Food..Makanan. .
Lagi satu kegilaan Umat Islam terutama makanan dari Barat termasuklah MC D,Kentucky , Pizza hut...dan seribu satu macam lagi... Buah kurma yang menjadi makanan Rasulullah di pandang hina.... masuk rumah pun setahun sekali bila bulan Ramadan... tapi makanan Barat menjadi kebanggaan.. . Bila makanan datang dari Barat.. adakah kita yakin tentang halalnya? Contoh Kentucky ..rempahnya datang dari Amerika.... siapa nak pergi check...halal ke tidak? Bila makan benda haram, masakan iman menjadi mantap... Maka lahirlah Umat Islam yang bukan perangai saja macam yahudi... tetapi berfikiran pun macam yahudi...Nauzubilla h..... Yahudi makan Islam lagi...

Itu baru protokol yang ke 10...... yang lain-lain entah macam-macam lagi.... aku cinta Malaysia .....tapi lebih cintakan ALLAH....... ..... oleh itu, jika berlaku pertembungan antara kepentingan manusia dengan kepentingan Allah......


sedeynya aku~

well,from the title pun..
u all know what happen...
result aku truk...
it's horrible..
kinda feel like it's the end of the world..
punah hrpnku ingin menjadi seorg doktor..
but,my mum said,masih ada chance lg..
by.........................msk matriks...
ish...i dun wanna go to matriks actually..
but if it's the last choice to get to medical course..
i won't miss it for the world...
u wanna see my slip..
aku ne nda tau malu..
jd,kc tunjuk ja tu slip...
skrg mls mo upload gmbr...
furthermore,my ugly result..
truk tul...
sandi ne ba...
kecengwa btul...
yg pntg aku still healthy..
otak pun still bulih guna..
nnt blajar rajin2..
arap2 la..
btw,tomorrow start drving punya 8 hours latihan..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


it's been few weeks since i updated my blog..
well,u know..
my PC kinda hav i-dun-know-what-problem it is..

tomorrow the SPM result will be out...
i'm a bit nervous..
just hope for da best...
i hope bleh dpt stret A..amin...

pray for me guys...
tomorrow pun happy jugak..
i can meet my friends...
miss them soo much...

already U.S.A.H.A
already D.O.A
sekarang T.A.W.A.K.K.A.L

'ke arah straight A SPM'

Saturday, February 21, 2009

what month am i??

The meme:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Attractive personality (ekeke. kasi plg besar lg bha.. haha) Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.Hehe. my mood does swing easily :P

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

tag from lily n anys...hehe...

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

  1. i'm quite a talkative person.Especially if i meet sum1 yg sekepala wif me...talking non-stop..haha..ada2 jak crita...
  2. for ur information,i kinda hav a bad temper...but easy to cool off...
  3. my friends know me as a person wif patience,bla kena hina/ejek pun nda pandai marah...ui,pdhal dlm hati,my anger was burning to the limit....
  4. i flatuate chocolates...i was born wif flatuating chocolates..hahaha...n i hate eating durians..even the smell,wouldn't make me go near it..hehe..
  5. i'm a big fan of Korean story/drama....wif cute/ensem n tall guys acting there...lgpun,crita dia romantic ba...hehe...
  6. i think people never heard of this kind of allergy,but i'm allergic to 'batang pisang'...shish,i had terrible nightmare eating it...itchy all over my body like get bitten by a swamp of mosquitoes(is it the right spelling???haha..)..terrifying...gosh...
  7. people see me as a tough n strong girl from the outside,but actually from the inside,i'm very2 sensitive..i get touched easily especially when people shout at me....i hate it...but that's the real me...
  8. i hate lizards n others that have the same family with it...slimy body..yucks!!gross...
  9. i like to dress up...i hope in having 1 wardrobe full of clothes n shoes 1 day.,.it's my dream...
  10. i like wearing high's my fav type of me,high heels give me the confident in myself..dun know how but certainly it does...
  11. sumtyms i just hope i can go to oversea n get a fully make-over,when i'm back home..people will say, "whoa,farah!is that u?"..ceh,day-dreaming too much..well,i hate being hina/ejek by people lg...
  12. i'm scared of heavy rains especially wif thunder...i wouldn't dare to sleep alone wif that kind of weather...sumtyms,when i hear the thunder,i felt like dunia mo kiamat jak...nauzubillah...
  13. i just hope that i'm able to be a doctor...i want to prove to everybody that i can be a doctor n make my parents proud..insya-ALLAH...
  14. honestly,i'm not a very good advisor n also teacher....i can't giv good advice to people n i dunno how to teach people..i want to but can't cause i kinda hav a very bad temper...but i'm a good listener....
  15. one more thing,it's being my habit since i was in SMESH lg...i'm a sleepy head..hahaha...i sleep everywhere..cikgu mengajar pun tidur jua..sampai kena pelempang cikgu...malar ba...hehe...but,not just friends pun fact,i think all smeshian student gtu..heheh....dun know why..kind of like adat resam..hehe..
  16. the fact.i never read 1 whole text book dr kulit smpai kulit...NEVER!!except buku sejarah..tu pun mula dr f4..ahahha...any notes pun not complete..surely not a good student...

tagged people:




4.kak yann

5.kak ann