malas.

11 MAY.

adeih,tarikh yg malang.

pg matriks..

to be honest,mls mo msk matriks

arghh!sori but tht's wht i feel.

no intentions of going to matriks

i want to go to MESIR.

hope my scholars application being accepted.

AMIN.

aku buntu??

adeih..
mmgla..
i really dunno what to do..
i'm jus hoping i'm accepted for having the scholars..
badly needing it..
i want to go to MESIR..
i thought a lot about this offer..
i know,senang pg sn..
naik airplane...sampai 12 hours later..
but then,life isn't tht easy u know..
i just hope if manage to go there,i can adapt myself properly..
learning the language,rajinkn diri lebih..
i hope for the best..
nnt balik cni,dpt sua title DOCTOR tu..
insya-ALLAH.with ALLAH's will,everything can happen..
ALLAH the aL-MIGHTY..
"Ya ALLAH,permudahkanlah urusanku.Tenangkanla jiwaku.Yakinkanla diriku.Amin"
Js hoping for the best..
Insya-ALLAH..

nyway,2 days ago i made solat istikharah ba whether i should go or not.
i'm really still in dilemma..
after solat subuh,i tried not to sleep back..
hehehe..
so,coincidencely my aunt came to send me telekung yg nenek beli dr BANDUNG.
adeih,gagah* nenek aku ani...sdh mengaga ke BANDUNG.
hehehe
my mum ask me to call nenek la,ckp TQ..
After i said TQ,i told nenek psal tawaran tu..

farah:NEk,farah dpt twrn pg MESIR

nenek:bgsla ba itu..nenek suka itu cucu nenek pg sn

farah:mau jgk farah pg nek tp..tgkla dlu..klu dpt biasiswa,insya-ALLAH pgla tu..

nenek:nda rugi pg sn...blajar agama jua tu..

farah:itu la nek,kc doa jakla farah..farah next week kn ke matriks ni...

nenek:ba,nenek slalu kc doa jua cucu nenek..blum prnh lg cucu nenek pg sn..
(conversation has to be shorten..hohoh.)

Lps ltk fon,i thought about it..
itu ka tanda2 tht i should go to MESIR tu..
i dunno..
mo ckp yakin,not sure la plak..
until now,i'm still searching for any signs.
but i know deep down in my heart,i want to go to MESIR..
insya-ALLAH..
ALLAH sentiasa berada di sisi & menolong hamba-hambanya


wallahualam.MAY ALLAH BLESS.

alhamdulillah

dpt jua twrn pg university of zagazig

tp,still thinking

mo pg ka nda??

tgkla dlu..

klu dpt biasiswa,pgla..

klu ada rezeki lebih ALLAH bg

but really,i want to go...

still in dilemma..

cuti2 malaysia

yesterday we went to Kudat..
hoho..
happy2 day...
mmg bestla jua..
pg simpang mengayau..


there was a lot of things we found there..
imean,we went to one gerai near KB ba..
byk mknn yg dia jual.nasib aku tidak tergoda dgn mknn yg begitu byk..harhar..

tym tgk2 mknn sn,tiba2 aku terjumpa sagu yg main mkn tu...
i dunno what's the name..
dlu tym skul rndh slalu jua mkn..
sempat lg aku ambik gmbr tym mkn...heheh..
On the way pg simpang mengayau,sempat lg jumpa one road yg ada my name...PARANG..hohooh..
femes plak aku ni..hihi..but the sad thing is,in one day jak we saw 3 accidents..
like the picture u see below,was the first one we saw in kudat...
second we saw on the way to KM..
and the third tym di menggatal sn..
adeih,ganas eh skrg rg driving...
reckless tul..
nmpk tu gmbr below,uish keta terbalik oo...

owh yeah..before i forgot..
tym we stop by in KB mo solat jamak taqdim(maghrib isyak)
we saw lots of kids ba bljar mengaji sn masjid..
we heard one kid tu,duii..
punya lawa suara dia tarannum..
what more to say the ustaz yg ajar dia tu...
hampir ku tergoda dgn bacaan qurannya yg begitu merdu n syahdu sekali..
mmg bgs la gtu ba
tht kid use his beautiful voice for reciting the holy QURAN not for singing lagu yg ndada tu..hiburan yg lgsg x menambah pahala.....
tyerdetik plak d hati aku mo kc bgs lg tarannum aku yg terumbang-ambing tu..
heheh...
"GUNAKANLAH NIKMAT ALLAH DGN SEBAIK2NYA"



ba,tu jakla..
lazy ba menaip skrg..
hehehe..
br jak abis kc bersih dapur..

wallahualam.May ALLAH bless