aku buntu??

adeih..
mmgla..
i really dunno what to do..
i'm jus hoping i'm accepted for having the scholars..
badly needing it..
i want to go to MESIR..
i thought a lot about this offer..
i know,senang pg sn..
naik airplane...sampai 12 hours later..
but then,life isn't tht easy u know..
i just hope if manage to go there,i can adapt myself properly..
learning the language,rajinkn diri lebih..
i hope for the best..
nnt balik cni,dpt sua title DOCTOR tu..
insya-ALLAH.with ALLAH's will,everything can happen..
ALLAH the aL-MIGHTY..
"Ya ALLAH,permudahkanlah urusanku.Tenangkanla jiwaku.Yakinkanla diriku.Amin"
Js hoping for the best..
Insya-ALLAH..

nyway,2 days ago i made solat istikharah ba whether i should go or not.
i'm really still in dilemma..
after solat subuh,i tried not to sleep back..
hehehe..
so,coincidencely my aunt came to send me telekung yg nenek beli dr BANDUNG.
adeih,gagah* nenek aku ani...sdh mengaga ke BANDUNG.
hehehe
my mum ask me to call nenek la,ckp TQ..
After i said TQ,i told nenek psal tawaran tu..

farah:NEk,farah dpt twrn pg MESIR

nenek:bgsla ba itu..nenek suka itu cucu nenek pg sn

farah:mau jgk farah pg nek tp..tgkla dlu..klu dpt biasiswa,insya-ALLAH pgla tu..

nenek:nda rugi pg sn...blajar agama jua tu..

farah:itu la nek,kc doa jakla farah..farah next week kn ke matriks ni...

nenek:ba,nenek slalu kc doa jua cucu nenek..blum prnh lg cucu nenek pg sn..
(conversation has to be shorten..hohoh.)

Lps ltk fon,i thought about it..
itu ka tanda2 tht i should go to MESIR tu..
i dunno..
mo ckp yakin,not sure la plak..
until now,i'm still searching for any signs.
but i know deep down in my heart,i want to go to MESIR..
insya-ALLAH..
ALLAH sentiasa berada di sisi & menolong hamba-hambanya


wallahualam.MAY ALLAH BLESS.